Why do I work so hard to get people to think for themselves? Why do I scream about how we don't get News, what we get is Propaganda. Why do I try to explain how unfairness is built right into the system?
It seems that most people don't want to know, don't want to hear it, don't want to face it.
I guess its my ego, I want people to see how I see. I want to have some influence. I want to teach.
This is my failure. I can't make anything better. I have no power to change the system. So why do I give a shit? Maybe it's because I think most people can't see how manipulated they are. Or believe that they can't be manipulated.
I think it's time I give this up. People get what they deserve. Fools are fooled.
The unfortunate thing for me is I am forced to live with the same restrictions that the fools accept. I guess I could take the chance and live my life as I see fit. Risk sanction for freedom. I already do this to some extent.
One observation I have is, most people are kept inline because of the threat posed by the Law. Yet it seems more obvious each year that Law Enforcement is less and less capable of enforcement. The reality of being caught and tried and convicted is very small.
And at my age a life sentence is not what it used to be.
